Monday, August 12, 2002
So I have been back from vacation for over a week now and have yet to stop running myself into the ground. Last week, although it went by faster then I could blink, was full of fun, craziness, excessive drama, and death.
Saturday was Kelly's graduation party and it was a rising success. So many people, so many stories, and smiling like I haven't seen in ages. It was a wonderful experience from beginning to end.
Because of all of these celebrations, Angie has been around a lot more. Once I hung out with her for more than 3 hours at a time, I realized how much she has really changed in the last year. Some for the good, some for the not so good. As far as our friendship is concerned, things are smooth. I find her to be hysterical and a little outrageous. There were some things that came out of her mouth that made me cringe. Such as the use of the word "fag", calling Kristin and I the "Anti-Christ", etc. But overall...I think I have figured out that if you take Angie with a grain of salt, her presence is an overall pleasure.
Got to spend a lot of time with Kelly and Rita as well and that is ALWAYS a pleasure.
So both Erica and Nina had their grandmothers die within a week of eachother.
I don't have much more to say about that, except for...ugh. This has got to be so hard for them.
Penelope is out on vacation and hopefully enjoying herself. Doesn't look like she nor I will be taking many more days off in the future as summer is coming to a close.
Paul is being sweet and adorable and I have been ignoring him since the minute he left here to go back to Boston last weekend. I don't not like him anymore or anything. It's not like I am out of love. Just really dealing with some issues inside of my head and talking to him usually doesn't make it much better. So, no phone calls.
Mariah has a job. CONGRATS to her. It's a part time nanny job, but it's for like the CEO of Time Warner or some shit...so I am sure the money is good. Even if the people aren't. ;)
What else...going home this weekend. Going to see my parents on Saturday. That rocks out just a bit. Mariah will actually be going home with me, so it will be cool to go out to some Albany gay bars with her on Friday night.
Have so much to do this week. SO MUCH. I have to stop putting shit off. Woke up with a panicky/stressed feeling this morning.
I am getting right off of this thing to make my to-do list up.
Edward called last week. Or maybe even two weeks ago. Who knows anymore.
Don't know what to do with that phone call either.
Are he and I still in contact? I don't know.
Movies that must be seen by all:
Bamboozled by Spike Lee. FUCKING WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE. I hope. If it doesn't, then maybe you need to re-evaluate this "open mind" thing you got goin.
Lord of the Rings. Fucking great! Lots of action and totally well acted. I am now excited for the next installment to come out.
Eh...looking forward to little things is pretty great.
I guess that's it.
Feeling that this journal is coming to a halt again.
But refuse to give it up until I have something really worthwhile holding me back from it.
So far...nothing is.
Please God let that change.
PLEASE.
Saturday was Kelly's graduation party and it was a rising success. So many people, so many stories, and smiling like I haven't seen in ages. It was a wonderful experience from beginning to end.
Because of all of these celebrations, Angie has been around a lot more. Once I hung out with her for more than 3 hours at a time, I realized how much she has really changed in the last year. Some for the good, some for the not so good. As far as our friendship is concerned, things are smooth. I find her to be hysterical and a little outrageous. There were some things that came out of her mouth that made me cringe. Such as the use of the word "fag", calling Kristin and I the "Anti-Christ", etc. But overall...I think I have figured out that if you take Angie with a grain of salt, her presence is an overall pleasure.
Got to spend a lot of time with Kelly and Rita as well and that is ALWAYS a pleasure.
So both Erica and Nina had their grandmothers die within a week of eachother.
I don't have much more to say about that, except for...ugh. This has got to be so hard for them.
Penelope is out on vacation and hopefully enjoying herself. Doesn't look like she nor I will be taking many more days off in the future as summer is coming to a close.
Paul is being sweet and adorable and I have been ignoring him since the minute he left here to go back to Boston last weekend. I don't not like him anymore or anything. It's not like I am out of love. Just really dealing with some issues inside of my head and talking to him usually doesn't make it much better. So, no phone calls.
Mariah has a job. CONGRATS to her. It's a part time nanny job, but it's for like the CEO of Time Warner or some shit...so I am sure the money is good. Even if the people aren't. ;)
What else...going home this weekend. Going to see my parents on Saturday. That rocks out just a bit. Mariah will actually be going home with me, so it will be cool to go out to some Albany gay bars with her on Friday night.
Have so much to do this week. SO MUCH. I have to stop putting shit off. Woke up with a panicky/stressed feeling this morning.
I am getting right off of this thing to make my to-do list up.
Edward called last week. Or maybe even two weeks ago. Who knows anymore.
Don't know what to do with that phone call either.
Are he and I still in contact? I don't know.
Movies that must be seen by all:
Bamboozled by Spike Lee. FUCKING WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE. I hope. If it doesn't, then maybe you need to re-evaluate this "open mind" thing you got goin.
Lord of the Rings. Fucking great! Lots of action and totally well acted. I am now excited for the next installment to come out.
Eh...looking forward to little things is pretty great.
I guess that's it.
Feeling that this journal is coming to a halt again.
But refuse to give it up until I have something really worthwhile holding me back from it.
So far...nothing is.
Please God let that change.
PLEASE.
